voids in the abstract

“There was an enjoyment to being alive, one felt, that because of an underlying meaninglessness–like how a person alone for too long cannot feel comfortable when with others; cannot neglect that underlying the feeling of belongingness is the certainty, really, of loneliness, and nothingness, and so experiences life in that hurried, worthless way one experiences a mistake–one  could no longer get at.”
Tao Lin, Eeeee Eee Eeee